excuse me, but i have a question (or two...)

how do you express what can not be expressed? how does one tell stories that have no clear start or end? what if there are no words to put in the middle? how about if pictures themselves won’t tell the tale to it’s worth and make it real again? what do you do? how do you express, tell, show, and communicate in any way feelings, love, compassion, caring, a longing and emotion that can’t be told? no one is psychic. no one knows what the other person is thinking, wanting, feeling…it is all assumption. all based on observation. even words themselves are just words. just sound. i think love can be expressed. longing, caring, everything can be shown, exhibited. but how? is it by words alone? actions? both? does it go beyond that to just a gut feeling and absolute trust and knowing of what is real and fantasy? what is past or present or future? do we ever know? do you ever know? what do you do when you don’t know what is going on? when you can’t stop thinking about it but you’re getting no answers…no story. it’s all assumption. observation is even gone. nothing. all imagination…thought. should i think them? are they real? do people know what i’m thinking or do i hide it well… what if people don’t know how you feel? you want them to, but they don’t. can’t. a longing, a love. missing …. everything. do people know? do they think about it too? when you look up and pray do they feel it? do they pray about it too? do they think, wonder, assume, want…. i don’t know. so many questions…so few answers, if any…

believe. live.

- david